Perfectionism, Worship, and Getting Things Done
Posted in Worship on Dec 13th, 2006 2 Comments »
I tend toward perfectionism. I hate it because it is such a joy-killer, but I love it because I get so much mileage out of it. All in all, though, it’s a flaw. Don’t you love it? Perfectionism is a flaw.
At work: I write software for a living; I like my code coherent and tidy. In the kitchen: I have a pizza dough recipe with the ingredients carefully prescribed — in grams. I like my ideas organized, my reasoning sound, and my words precise. (My desk is a mess, but that’s another story.)
The problem is this: nothing ever works quite so cleanly as I hope it will.
Here’s a line I’ve heard more than once and in various forms: “Good is the enemy of Best” or “Good is the enemy of Great.” Sometimes it goes like this: “‘Good enough’ isn’t.” It starts to sound unhealthy… contentedness has to make an appearance at some point.
Proverbs 14:4 was of some help to me:
Where there are no oxen, the manger is clean,
but abundant crops come by the strength of the ox.
I like my “manger clean,” but it seems the only way to guarantee that is to forego the oxen, and thereby forego abundant crops — or maybe any crops at all. It seems that God has ordered the world in such a way that a lot of the most fruitful things in life are also some of the messiest things we deal with. (Loving others comes to mind.)
So now I find in Scripture what numerous managers have told me: “it would be nice if we could do everything all nice and tidy, but we’ve got to ship the product.” I hate it when they say that, because at some level, I know they’re right. Now they have Scripture on their side.
What I’m wondering about is this: How does this relate to worship? The subject of worship seems to be coming up a lot lately: David has weighed in on some of the tensions inherent to orchestrating Sunday morning worship services on the production end of things; John preached on worship in spirit and in truth and in all different forms — but absent from his teaching was any suggestion that our worship ought to be “perfect” — whatever that means. (Any ideas?)
So what does a healthy, God-exalting, excellence-pursuing, worshipful, fruitful, and realistic attitude about these things look like?

